awestrucked

It's early and the sun is still long on its way to brightening the morning and I woke up with a lot on my mind -- so much to be done, so little time, so much energy needed -- and other things that could easily wear me down before my day even begins.

But it always is the best part of the day that the first thing I decide to do is to meet HIM, right at His presence. Be awed of everything there is in this life. Opportunities and obstacles all fit into the molding pattern to bring out the best me. And each day is different. Each day something new is learned. Each day could be just like yesterday or the other days before today if I opted to. But I chose to be with Him where I am bound to change. It may not always come as something easy but I get that peace that it can be done -- things will be fine, in place, and all as blessings to value.

I am resolved with this: I am born with a destiny, and I am set to be better today and even more on the days to come and actually, for the rest of eternity...

LET's DO THIS!

♫♪...He is wonderful, beautiful, glorious, and matchless in every way!..♫♪

realisation

Being a doctor is not something you have to decide overnight. It’s not a result of your whim or a fulfillment of your parents’ dream. Because if these would be your reasons, you’re entering the wrong profession. Choosing to be a doctor means being committed to a lifelong journey of endless sacrifice.

Being a true doctor is not treating the patient as some hypothetical case from a medical textbook. It is treating the patient as a human being, who possesses a heart that does not only pump blood but a heart that could feel, who doesn’t have a brain that is visualized only as black and white in an MRI or CT scan but has a mind that could reason, who is not merely composed of cells, of tissues, of organs, and of different systems but a human being who has a soul. 

Being a doctor is being able to look at every patient’s eyes and seeing in their depths the hope that somehow you can make one father go home and enjoy dinner with his family, or you can make a grandmother attend her only grandchild’s piano recital, or you can send a mother to be with her daughter as she enters into the complicated life of adolescence or you can transform an infant’s cry to a frolicking laughter.

Being a doctor means being a part of an unimaginable greatness that you can only understand if you surrender yourself to years of rigorous training and incessant pursuit of medical knowledge

Also, after a careful reflection, i realized that being a doctor actually gives a different kind of happiness, a different kind of self-fulfillment, which can never be found in any profession.

if healing is spelled, it looks like this

I remember a proverb on how God enjoys concealing things.
He is equally delighted in discoveries
We ourselves also enjoys this kind of mysteries
of not knowing some secrets and truths, and be in awe when it reveals..

We often wonder when secrets would be told,
and how it spur up like surprises and suddenly occur
We wonder  when the right time for those to unfold
Now here is what i have understood:

The time seems so right
For things once not in sight
for those truths to fully give
to those whose hearts are right to receive

good or bad
love or hate
care or hurts.. doesn't matter really

reasons vary
pains tarry
memories of the past
confronted at last
brings a healing blast

 [Things are hidden temporarily only as a means to revelation.] For there is nothing hidden except to be revealed, nor is anything [temporarily] kept secret except in order that it may be made known.
Mark 4:22 AMP