Runaway (warrior) bride

i am a warriorbride.

i know how to be intimate and at the same time i know when to draw my sword.

but lately i am starting to realize the warrior is fading away and the runaway is surfacing again.

i don`t know how to stay put when everything is shaking around me.

my friend said she doesn`t want to grow up because she doesn`t want responsibility. but can we really run away from it?

i`ve done some not so nice things lately. i don`t even dare write them down.

a part of me wants to run and just forget it, a part of me wants to stay and face the music.

a part of me is scared of the consequences, a part of me wants to mature through this.

a part says no

a part says yes

i`ve decided...

i`m gonna run...

head on towards responsibility

head on towards commitment

runaway (warrior) bride no more.

*****

rom 8:37-conquerors indeed